JANISE-A

So this blogs been a long time coming and you would think that having more time on my hands would let me do more but on the contrary it makes me a loser who sleeps till noon. This has been a schedule I've followed quite religiously. So over break one of the highlights was to have spent some time in the company of a most beautiful girl. Allison is a dear friend to me. We go way back and our childhood has always involved each other in some way. I love her very much and every time I'm around I melt. What we have is so special and so unique that only we know what it really is. I'm a pretty private person (BELIEVE IT OR NOT) but I cant help but say how much I cherish her. We're not quite best friends but we're not exactly boyfriend/girlfriends. Somewhere in between I guess. One things for sure; we're soulmates. Anyways, getting away from all that mushy stuff my break is amazingly almost over. Friday I fly back to the now frozen big apple and return to my life of DARAMA! But like always spending too much time away from the city makes me have withdrawls and I just need to get back or I feel like I'm missing out. Some of my friends are already there awaiting my arrival haha. Next monday starts my crazy week. School starts, work starts and my new internship at Duckie Brown. Okay get this...so we have a new suitemate who wrote Duckie Brown a letter asking them to deck him out in Duckie Brown for his prom. How weird is that? And of all schools and all suites he's in ours. So crazy. Tomorrow should prove very fun I'm going to the Ghetty Villa with my two favorite girls and we're going to pig out and shop in Santa Monica. Its the main reason I came haha. Still whenever I come home it reminds me of why I left in the first place. Here I was the weirdo. Here I was the one who didn't fit in as where in the city I just mix in with the other crazies. No one here did anything. No one cared about their future and did something. Its just so god damn depressing. I just wish people would go out, travel and see the world there's so much else than California. Yeah its great, the weathers is near perfect but the people in other places the culture the entire experience is a journey of self discovery alone. Everyone here barely moves. Nothing happens people just survive. For some reason I've been drafted into going into classrooms at some schools here and talking about my experience and you know what it feels good. I dont remember any alumni coming to our school and talking about what lies beyond the diploma. Maybe I can talk some sense into these kids about how much is really out there. Well hopefully I dont take another 6 years to post again until then goodnight!