Monday, September 1, 2008

SCHOOL


So school starts tomorrow. Finally. Gosh I hate the idea. Hectic days of nothing but running around on subways and sitting in on boring lectures. But one thing is certain. I finally get to do what I came to the city to do; FASHION! I haven't posted anything for a while but thats because I've been so busy. I was an orientation leader for the new fresmen class. It was a blast. I would do it next year in a heart beat. Not to mention the free food and paycheck served as a great incentive. This is the awkward time when I have butterflies in my stomach and I cant figure out if its because I know class is tomorrow or because I'm so damn homesick its ridiculous. My would-be roomate moved to another room (thank god) and now I have this giant room to myself. I met a lot of great people through Orientation Leader training. I even found people as evil and cold blooded as me. We've been partying. A LOT. To the point where I cant go to sleep unless I've had some beers and a cigarette. But dont worry I'm no alcoholic. Tomorrow is goint to be a long day with class starting at 9 and ending at 3 only to give me a three hour break before French which lasts four hours from six to 9:40. EUGH. And I get to ride the subway all the way back. Hooray. I'm excited to see who's in my classes and who's not hehe. So much drama in the fashion dept I cant handle it. But I've decided to follow the words of a good friend and focus on my studies and stay away from the clicks of the eccentric bitchy fashion majors. I'm seeing everyone in a new light and I dont know if its because I've changed or because they've just all stayed the same. Its been so refreshing to get to know a whole new cast of people. I even question whether my group of friends here will change. Only time will tell but I cant but feel that more often I feel pulled in all directions because some friends dont hang out with others. and not to sound dramatic, but after a while it gets tiring. Whatever. I'm finally going to Parsons for Fashion Design so I cant complain. Its good to just look at the positive things and be confident that everything will soon fall into place. I'll try to sleep tonight, but I wont promise anything.

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