A LA FRANCAIS

La nuit dernière j'ai rencontré un beau gars français, pourtant j'ai été immédiatement entouré par les vautours hostiles qui ont choisi et ont poussé doucement à notre chaque mouvement. Je deja sais pas si est qu'il préfère des hommes ou des femmes. Only time will tell, just my luck he'll be some sort of wack job or creeper or join the pile of straight boys that I can never have. My love life is one giant windowshopping spree. Good grief. Sweet picture taken just minutes before hitting the streets of NYC. Courtesy of Sonia (one of the vultures) <3

SOIREE

Another fun filled weekend is gone. I have to admit I was a little disappointed at how saturday night unfolded, but I mean when you start hyping things up, you're setting a path to getting let down. What was really great was dressing up girlfriend in an outfit that I not only styled but made. Yeah she was pretty much my walking business card that night. Ran into a few people I would have rather not wanted to that night too, among them a tranny and a terminally ill. Today was lame, I was so tired and I've been ridiculously tired all day, for no reason really. I watched La Femme Nakita, the original French version of course and fell in love with it all over again. I forgot how much I loved that movie. I'm tempted to even buy it. It's so French, and full of action and this crazy chick who looses it all only to start her life again. And there's love, and not just stupid romantic comedy love, but this believeable sense of love which I love. I'd like to think that when I finally find myself in a relationship it could only be as tender. Tomorrow is monday which is BAD. A whole day full of typography and digital lettering. I want to pull my teeth out its so painful. Spring Break is coming up and instead of doing something amazingly exciting like I would have liked I might just spend it in the city or if I'm feeling really adventurous with my biffle Gabz in PA. The weather is getting a lot better and I'm loving it. I cant believe how much I took California's weather for granite. Nice weather just makes everyone so much happier and I don't even want to take the subway. Wish me luck for tomorrow. Hopefully I'll survive.

EXHAUSTED

I'm exhausted. Not from work, not from school but from my extracurriculars. Thats right people I'm actually a nice guy who gives back to his community. Well his residence life community, but recently I've fallen into a bit of a slump. You see here's this job that I really want and have worked so hard to even be acknowledged, but because of one stupid thing its all been jeopardized. I warn you this is a rant post so you don't have to sit here and read it, but it really pisses me off that people cant just be adults nowadays. After all the work that I've put into this and all the effort I've put into my accomplishments, its amazing that it can all still be defined by one situation, one bump along the path. I just wish more people understood me. And no I'm not saying that in some emo preteen girly way, but just in the fact that I'm actually a good person, I just have high expectations for people, and I'm not out to destroy anyone out there, sorry I have better things to do. So much of what people think is based on one's looks and I get that. Go ahead judge me, call me an asshole, say that I look like some uptight douchebag, but while you're at it look at my resume, ask me a few questions will ya? I'm tired of playing games. I'm tired of trying 10 times as hard as other dumbfucks who get it handed to them. Why does everything have to be a fucking struggle in my life. Why cant for once, something nice just happen. Better yet something that I've really wanted for a long time happen. Nope, everythings always a test. Everythings always a step in the right direction but not quite there yet. Everything is a good job and a pat on the back but no cigar well guess what I'm exhausted. I cant do this anymore. I'm done.