FLYING

So I return to NY tomorrow. My flights at 7 am which means I'll be getting up at 5. Tonight my familys throwing a big dinner. Sort of a last supper haha. I hate these things. It feels like a birthday and I hate my birthday. I've been listening to a lot of Moulinex lately. Their Lights and Music, Cut Copy remix is really good and the stupid Pineapples cover wont get out of my head. Shrimp for dinner and NYC tomorrow. It doesn't get better than that but I'm gonna miss my "Seasonal" friends. And by "Seasonal" I mean lifetime.

WAITING

As I sit here typing away listening to Bizarre Love Triangle, I cant but help jumping with joy at the fact that I'll be reunited with the city once again. Coming home this summer really helped me see how I never really belonged and how I could never live in the OC again. The city is my home now. Its a weird feeling. Like withdrawls when you're away from it too long. My moms happy for me too, which is good. she's really come around. She's become my biggest fan and I cant say I'd be as comfortable pursuing my dream without her. Tomorrow I'm going out with my bestie Galang Chums and Deanna. It was supposed to be my last day of work but whatever. I love my friends here on the westcoast. They're forever my friends but I cant say I dont miss my NY friends. Savannah and Jill especially and Suzy X. Savannah is the crazy beautiful girl from Ludington whom I've learned to love and has slowly become one of my best friends. We have a ten year plan to pay back our student loans together hehe. And Jill from New Hampshire. The blonde bombshell who shares my taste in music and makes me feel like I'm married haha. God I miss them.

FIRST

This is my first post. I've decided to dedicate this blog to my experiences as a fashion student in New York City. Its always been a dream of mine to run away from my hometown and throw myself into the depths of the real world. As an up and coming sophmore at Parsons the New School for Design, I've decided to chronicle my dreams, my fears, my triumphs and defeats. A journey that I want all of my readers to join me in and a quest to be the next best thing in the industry.